don't stand so close to me
Oh, I hate my life ..... My parents now flying to New Zealand for six months and I want it from mid-September to early October FS visit r 3 weeks.'ve already booked lion flight of almost 1400 € not cheap. it to me my mother kindly partially saved and the rest I got from my savings account was paid. I War of the month less any rent from my father 400 €. Of this I will still need electricity / gas pay, phone, internet, then remain approximately € 330 which I have to pay to eat and when I go away even want to or whatever. Not really much. I'm in the last few years more and more slipped into the minus, which I really am not proud of. I dispose of my incentives to glow, so I'm in good German every month at about -500. I was at it again because to get out. end of January I was at "only" -300, but then came back tax payments and I've been nervous for weeks again ........ at -500 not really great and I know that there is no steady state can be, but at the moment it is hard for me to get back out there. I'm already totally depressing and the improved state of mind my non-essential. Anyway, I'm on the phone yesterday with my father he said goodbye and then he says, "you know you have made with the entry requirements for New Zealand, not that you forget that." I've fallen from the clouds. I mean I had sought in the travel agent if I need a visa n, have also nichmal Guide viewed and you can not see the need to.
Well now he says that yesterday they show enough money for the stay must be NEN bank statement or something. haha ..... nice that he says to me so early. I could cry. I meien that are another 2.5 months. Exams and mid-July, I read yet. bsi beginning in August Septemeber I have to make 3-week internship, and who is for a someone for 4 weeks. and if I would have in these 4 week 1000 € earning around to make up even my account. I know that my father has more money than Genung. if he should borrow the 500 €, it would probably notice at the end of the month nich mal that they are not there. and he knows the non-start yesterday. and if he had told me six months ago NEM year then I would have saved even more. no idea if I "could have done, or I would have looked for a job.
and now I really should learn. I read the day after exam ... I could cry. (I did yesterday, too ....)
Oh and do not live as if I still would be perfect enough, I've only yesterday ne invitation on facebook by sepp get for a party next saturday, have been or even canceled. no idea what to do. that would probably really the last opportunity to see him. I dunno if I should go back ..... Oh and I'm still
yesterday abnd ne sms by nem friend get: "you're single, have to stay ahead of it?". We have over a girlfriend, Sandra met. and I noticed ahb Sect that he finds me more than nice. the WE was ne "party" with him and he has all the ladies ne yellow rose and gave me a red .... I said nothing. I responded yesterday to sms nothing around. I also know non Sagn what to do. I mean he is nice, but nothing more ................ nciht Help ???????
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