Monday, June 29, 2009

Film Companies Hiring In Chicago

don't stand so close to me

Oh, I hate my life ..... My parents now flying to New Zealand for six months and I want it from mid-September to early October FS visit r 3 weeks.'ve already booked lion flight of almost 1400 € not cheap. it to me my mother kindly partially saved and the rest I got from my savings account was paid. I War of the month less any rent from my father 400 €. Of this I will still need electricity / gas pay, phone, internet, then remain approximately € 330 which I have to pay to eat and when I go away even want to or whatever. Not really much. I'm in the last few years more and more slipped into the minus, which I really am not proud of. I dispose of my incentives to glow, so I'm in good German every month at about -500. I was at it again because to get out. end of January I was at "only" -300, but then came back tax payments and I've been nervous for weeks again ........ at -500 not really great and I know that there is no steady state can be, but at the moment it is hard for me to get back out there. I'm already totally depressing and the improved state of mind my non-essential. Anyway, I'm on the phone yesterday with my father he said goodbye and then he says, "you know you have made with the entry requirements for New Zealand, not that you forget that." I've fallen from the clouds. I mean I had sought in the travel agent if I need a visa n, have also nichmal Guide viewed and you can not see the need to.
Well now he says that yesterday they show enough money for the stay must be NEN bank statement or something. haha ..... nice that he says to me so early. I could cry. I meien that are another 2.5 months. Exams and mid-July, I read yet. bsi beginning in August Septemeber I have to make 3-week internship, and who is for a someone for 4 weeks. and if I would have in these 4 week 1000 € earning around to make up even my account. I know that my father has more money than Genung. if he should borrow the 500 €, it would probably notice at the end of the month nich mal that they are not there. and he knows the non-start yesterday. and if he had told me six months ago NEM year then I would have saved even more. no idea if I "could have done, or I would have looked for a job.
and now I really should learn. I read the day after exam ... I could cry. (I did yesterday, too ....)
Oh and do not live as if I still would be perfect enough, I've only yesterday ne invitation on facebook by sepp get for a party next saturday, have been or even canceled. no idea what to do. that would probably really the last opportunity to see him. I dunno if I should go back ..... Oh and I'm still
yesterday abnd ne sms by nem friend get: "you're single, have to stay ahead of it?". We have over a girlfriend, Sandra met. and I noticed ahb Sect that he finds me more than nice. the WE was ne "party" with him and he has all the ladies ne yellow rose and gave me a red .... I said nothing. I responded yesterday to sms nothing around. I also know non Sagn what to do. I mean he is nice, but nothing more ................ nciht Help ???????

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Where To Get Jacket Like Peter Andre

The Stupid Jerk I'm Obssed With

A poem that my present term Situatuon are pretty much back .......

  The stupid jerk I'm obsessed with 
stands so close to me I can feel
his breath
on my neck
and smell
the way he would smell
if we slept together
because he is the stupid jerk I'm obsessed with
and that is his primary function in life
to be a stupid jerk I can obsess over
and to talk to that dingy bimbette blonde
as if he really wanted to hear about her
manicures and
pedicures and
New Age ritualistic enema cures and
truth be known, he probably does wanna hear about it
because he is the stupid jerk I'm obsessed with
and he's obsessed with doing anything he can
to lend fuel to my fire
he makes a point of standing
looking over my shoulder
when I'm talking to the guy who adores me
and would bark like a dog
and wave to strangers
if I asked him to bark like a dog
and wave to strangers
but I can't ask him to bark like a dog
or impersonate any kind of animal at all
cause I'm too busy
looking at the way the stupid jerk I'm obsessed with
has pants on that perfectly define his well-shaped ass
to the point where I'm thoroughly frantic
I'm just gonna go home
and stick my head in the oven
overdose on nutmeg and aspirin
and sit in the bathtub reading The Executioner's Song
and being completely confounded by the fact
that I can see
the stupid jerk I'm obsessed with's face
defining itself in the peeling plaster of the wall
grinning and winking
and I start to yell,
Get the hell out of there
You're just a figment of my imagination
Just get a life and get out of my plaster
and pass me the next painful situation please
but he just keeps on
grinning and winking
he's the stupid jerk I'm obsessed with
and he's mine
in my plaster
And frankly, I couldn't be happier.


Wednesday, June 10, 2009

How Long Do Spices Last

OMG! OH-MY-GOD!!!♥♥♥

LIVE IT IS EVEN BETTER!! But it doesn't care!!♥
I LOVE ALIVE! ♥

I want a concert right now. Stupid, crazy guys. I want them now. Three concerts or even more.
DAMN DAMN DAMN!♥